Admitting I’m not a blogger

I admit I’ve not kept up with this page.  I’m not really much of a blogger.  But I’m going to make a stab at coming here and updating this page on what it’s like to have lived a supernatural life in so many ways, and be in the here and now today.

Things around here are busy.  I’ve been taking care of a garden, down sizing my house, doing a bit of VO and just acting in a pilot. My daughter #2 who lives with me and my hubby both require some attention as do the cats. Thankfully I get some help with cleaning the house now and help with cooking meals, which is very nice.  I’ve started going to the gym and have begun to lose weight and my legs have gotten MUCH stronger, praise God.

Though I love acting, singing, and directing,  2020, kept me even more shut away than I’ve already become and I’ve found it very hard to make the time to play the piano or sing.  Not such a good thing when I’ve been asked to do a zoom musical at the end of the month.  But I’m trying to shake off the cobwebs, get more proactive with social media and the full analog life I live.

I returned to the industry in 2012, it was so changed that the roles I was being cast in were in projects that were horrible.  So I offered to help various independent film producers to find or get the money to make their films. That was 10 years ago.  I’ve been lied to, stolen from, encountered more frauds than I can shake a stick at.  Not something I’ve been finding joy in, but I don’t seem able to stop myself from continuing to try.

in self examination, I describe myself as a highly socialized introvert.  Daughter #2 tells me I’m an extrovert who’s been pressed into being an introvert by various pressures from family, financial needs, etc.  Maybe she’s right.  One thing is for sure, I can see, I get sick of being home and doing home things.  Still, I’m not really one to do everything by myself.

I’ve began attending a different church, when ours closed for Covid and my family stayed home out of fear.  Now I’ve got friends there and I really like the pastor, and love that I encounter the Holy Spirit there every Sunday.  That’s where i was when He told me He was giving me Hollywood.  I asked if it was the people or the industry, but He didn’t say.  I’ve since learned I’m one among 3 other people that I’m aware have gotten that same message.  I’m so glad we have each other to covenant together with in this endeavor to bring health, light, love and wholeness back to the dark space we call Hollywood.  Well, enough generalities.

Lets look at 2020 and 2021

Our finances had already made a turn from struggling month to month, the year before so we’ve not been in the straits others have been because of that.  I’d had the opportunity in the summer of 2019  to stand in faith on the word of God, and test what I’d learned about how the kingdom of God works regarding finances.  No one in the family was able to stand with me, which made it even more challenging, but I was ultimately able to stand firm in faith that God would be true to His word and sure enough, and with no time to spare, He provided everything we needed to do what we were believing for and things have never gone back to month to month living since then.

Then the government sent everyone checks.  No judgement on how anyone else used their monies, but I was challenged in my spirit to invest it.  The question was “where?”.   Within a short time, we were given the opportunity to participate in huge international business deal that’s been in the process of being completed and closed for 5 years now.  We’ve been involved about 9 months.  Although our monies have been collateralized 3 ways, we’d really like to see it close sooner rather than later. I’d love to see these films funded and be able to move onto other things

Then I was invited to become an affiliate in an AI trading platform for cryptos.  That’s in soft launch currently.  So now I feel like I need to become familiar with crypto.

Then when the last government check came in we invested that as well in an Oil deal with the same woman who brought us the international business deal.  This is supposed to close sooner.  We get sporadic updates on each of these opportunities, but bottom line tonight, none are closed.

I wasn’t reared in a family who did alot of investing.  My Dad though was always looking for a get rich quick scheme, even as he worked various jobs through his life.  This is sometimes a challenge who break new ground.  The main thing for me is to make a positive difference in people.

So we’ve moved into 2022, a shmita (rest) year, which I’ve never heard of before or observed,  also The year of the Double Double, the year of The Open Hand of God, of correction, direction, perfection, provision spirit, soul and body.  As of May 10, 2022, the things I can remember (there’s always alot)

1. I received twice as much payment for my first SAG VO for a VR Game.
2. I was given a 1/2 ton truck full of wood chips for my yard and there was even enough to share with a neighbor
3. We had so much delicious spinach come up , I was able to share with many people
4. I was offered work – which I did and met a producer I may work with, after she has her baby
5. Hubby and I were invited to experience a Dodger game in a private box on the 1st base line and enjoy the Base Line Club.  It was a fun and novel experience all because one of his clients was singing at the game.  The Wife of the couple who hosted us is interested in exploring a business idea I’ve had.
6. And I got new headshots taken, yes I’ve aged since 2018.
7. I had my first open vision of what this house is supposed to become.